For now, I know sorry is just a word, but for what it's worth I am very sorry for hurting you last night. You caused me pains too but and I'm really confused about everything. I much want things to be stable and that you get all the time you need to make your decision. I love you so much and never will I think that I can forget you.

I know that I'm not perfect but I know that I don't want to give you up. I have waited too long to hold you in my arms. I know that we belong together. I love you a lot and I know that you know that. I guess I just need to vent and let you know how I feel. Please don't take my venting the wrong way. I do love you and don't want to break up with you. That would just make me even more imperfect than I already am.

A Brand New Start

I can't help but think about
the way things use to be
The entire world would fade away
leaving only you and me

We would thrive in our togetherness
as slowly, we became one
Our souls were so connected
how did they come undone?

Do you remember all the things we said,
and the promises we made?
If it meant ANYTHING at all
we can't just let it fade

All those years of passion and romance
almost too good to be true -
It would be foolish to throw it away
but what are we to do?

I may not know what love is
but I know what it is NOT -
Love would never give up
because the fire got too hot

I don't have all the answers
but I know one thing for sure
Love may be gentle and kind
but Love ain't always pure

And everybody makes mistakes
but if you love with all your heart
You will always give it another try
and make a brand new start.

Thanks for everything..
B, pertame skaly i naq ckp bnyk2 timer kacey yer. B, semenjaq kter tgh jady kawan dlu i salu brdoa dan menghrp u lurh org nyer yg allah sudah tentukn untuq i. Dan kini u skg dh jady milik i.
I btOl2 bahagie b smanjaq u ader di dlm hati i. Tapy knpe dlm hubungn kter niey tempuh bnyk dgn masalah? Haish.. I taq sangke bley trjadi mcm2 masalah dgn kter. Sedyh sngt2 b:(
Tapy i hrp niey sume dugaan dri allah. Walaupon i bnyk salah dgn u, u salu kasi i kesempatan untuq menebuskn kesalahan i trhdp u. B, thnks alots b, bruntung btl i dpt u. I brsyukur dpt u b. SUMPAH DMI ALLAH!
B, syg, i jnji b taq akn tipu u lagy. B, pcye lurh dgn kate2 i. Plish b.. I really2 regret wat i've done to u. Seriously i btl2 menyesal. I jnji dgn dri i sdri yg i taq akn tipu u lagy dmi allah i jnji b! Dan i hrp u jgn pk i bkn2 kay. plish b i mohon. I tawu yg u taq pcyekn i sgt dan dh taq yaken lagy. Tp satu hari insyaallah i brhrp yg tuhan akn menunjuk kn pat u mcm mane bsarnye i sygkn u dan ingin u dismping i slalu. B, niey i bbl serious b, bkn bbl cock. Dan i bkn mcm phm. B, jgn penah u tinggalkn i taw kay. Cos without u by my side, i cant move on wif my lyfe. You r my pillar of strength in my lyfe! I juz cant move on without u tot there's up & down between us! No matter what, I LOVE YOU MAMAT!

Ferst dae Outing pix

Hubbie Kush:)

BbyNuyul:)

Secound Day Outing.

Nuyul nn Didi

Naq tawu mcm mane kiter bley std?
Haha! On 18 may 2009, nurul mit dier pat playgrnd blk 166 sane.And that's is my second dae mit hym. Our ferst dae mit is On 15 nov 2008. Dan kwn nurul si ice tman kn nurul. Tyme tuh nurul pkai bju itam nan slua jeans biru. On tha dae, kter mcm dh jnji gtu naq pkai same. Tapy pdhl kter taq jnji pOn haha! Sboq jek si gagap tuh kn! Then kter ddk jap pat playgrnd situ bobal2. Bey dier kate nnt naq ckp something pat nurul. Then tyme kter otw antr ice aleq, kn lalu pat chngpng situ, bey tetbe dier sound nurul std lurh sheyy:) adoii! Bler dier dh ckp gtu tetbe nurul mcm dlm mimpi gtu. OMG ! Taq pcye plaq kn. Lagy pn kter memang dh ader ati same2. So aper lagy, nurul accpt lurh. hehe:) Tmpt salunyer klw laky sound kn tmpt yg indah2, tp nurul pei special place, pat pasar chnpng dok! HAHAHA:D And dier niey pn baeq,tp nurul cume taq suke jek bler pat dier badmOod. dan skg nurul gan dier dh naq masoq 6 bulan. Nurul tempuh bnyk sejak dgn mamat, baeq dri segi kesedihan, kebahagian. Dier lurh yg membuat kehidupan nurul lebeh cerah. THNKS ALOTXS SAYNK! LOVE U VERY MUCH. Hope our r'ship will b continue till tha end of my lyfe. MMMMWWWUAHKKZ! N btw gmbr yg pat atas tuh kter pei second dae outing pat city hall. k tata!

Uhh iniey lurh mamat...

PELIK! PELIK! PELIK! Naq tawu pasl mcm mane kuh bley knl nan si mamat niey? And this is called, "CINTA PELIK DIANTARA AKU DAN DIA"
Alurh bce jekk kay :]

Oct 2008, ader budaq laky niey mxg aqu, tapy kuh taq knl nmbr tuh sape org nyer. Dier mxg tnye "heyloo, nan buat ape tuh??".. Then kuh reply, "hmm.. niey sape ehq?".. Dier reply, "niey mamat lurh, step taq knl plaq. Kaw nurul ain kan? Dlu sch pat wak tanjong?".. I reply, "huh??! mamat mane plaq niey? memang name aqu nurul ain, tapy bkn sch pat wak tanjong. i think u got wrong nmber. Sorry..".. Dier reply,"huh? knape name same tapy sch laen lah plaq? haha. PELIK! abey kaw sape seyy? i finding my old fwen, name dier nurul ain.".. I reply, "eyy btol2 lurh kaw niey sape? chck2 niey seme fake ehq. mane kaw dpt nmbr aqu?".. Die reply, "sumpah dmi allah luh doink! kuh sbnrnye cariq kwn lame aqu. amcm bley slh plaq.n i get ur nmbr frm my fwen maeb dier slh nmber kot. haish!".. I reply," seriously PELIK!"..And dri situ lurh kte mule brknl. Pastu tnye niey tnye tuh, mcm2 bnde lurh kte tnye each other. Terkejot plaq bler tha nex dae dier mxg aqu. nn dh strt guraw2 niey seme. And we cant stop saying PELIK! huahua! Lagy PELIK lagy, adeq laky dier plaq budaq sch aqu. Haiyo! Niey lurh cte nyer. THE END!